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Dearest deep depression, sweetest suicide

How I don’t feel your heaviness and pull today. I am lighter, I am freer without you. I have so much more life, potential and future without you there. I couldn’t have ever imagined a day like this; a day when you weren’t there. I thought I was you and you were me, I thought we were forever entwined.

I’m not so foolish to think that you are gone. You lurk somewhere unseen until another day. I know enough now to cope through the times you possess me. The pool of unending swamp and mud that you require me to swim through no longer drowns me.

I will no longer cling to these days of freedom or resist and flight when you hold me down screaming.

Yours always and affectionately

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